This story begins in the past where memory hold experiences that are of great import to me. We(my wife and I) where going to a funeral as helpers in the southern part of Mendocino county. Upon our arrival to the site the skies were overcast only slightly with some open spaces where blue skies peaked through. Our jobs where greeting guests and collecting food for the event, after some time the quantity of persons arriving lessened to where I could be present with the surroundings of trees and specifically the sky. It was afternoon in the fall of the year, warm for afternoon but cooling as the day progressed. I looked at the sun and felt viscerally that the soul of the sun was looking right into me, and this place on the planet. I beamed back to the eye of the sun my gratitude for the moment and drank in the richness of peace and sadness at the loss of this one soul at this time in the thread of time. My practice during this time in my live was to visualize the suns rays healing my mind of fear and reprogramming it to love.So, it would not be unusual for me to looking up to the sun with eyes closed, for spiritual/emotional/ energetic rays of life giving healing and support.
Blessed be life's experience
JC
